I Have No Idea Where I am Going

My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following Your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please You does in fact please You. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that, if I do this, You will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore I will trust You always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for You are ever with me, and You will never leave me to face my perils alone. (Thomas Merton)

I love this prayer for so many reasons, but I am still taking it in, and can't really explain it. I guess it just reminds me that God loves using ordinary people who simply have the desire to follow Him. And as I take my stumbling steps, He's holding my hand, and I am never alone.