What I Am Thinking About At This Minute

At 5:46 p.m.

I am thinking about how I should be cleaning my room and maybe start packing.  But cleaning the room will take awhile. 

I am thinking about how I am hungry, but I don't feel like walking in the rain to the cafeteria to get some food.  But I probably will anyway.  Ramen is sounding really tasty right now.  And maybe a clementine.

I am thinking about how I need to wrap a Christmas present for Rachel, my sister-in-law.

I am thinking that my feet are kind of cold.

I am thinking about how I really like sitting sometimes.

I am thinking about what I was thinking about earlier in the day.  What will I do in five-and-a-half months?  I know what I think I want to do.  But I'm scared.  I'm afraid that maybe I shouldn't want to do that, and that maybe I'll hope for it and think that God is leading me, and then crash.  I think that is the scary thing about faith.  But maybe a little risk, a little unknown (or a LOT), means I'm on the right track?  Maybe?

I think I'm done now.